Thanks for everyone who emailed in about yesterday’s “Por Vida” post (as well as a brave soul who posted publicly). Frankly, I just couldn’t find better words to sum up how I’ve been feeling lately about life & love.

Ever feel the same?

So I spilled out my guts
to look past my regrets,
and I sang to the heavens,
as I bled from my neck.

I said thanks for your patience God
and all your wisdom and strength.
I said thanks for the suffering,
as I sang for the dead.

They lived for the living God,
but you ignored their every word.
We’ll all grow old and die
as our pleas go unheard.

So, I walked through the valley
and I tried to forget,
how I loved every moment,
of the life that I left.

We were all cheated, my brothers.
We were all lied to, my friends.
No one can save us from God, not even death.

So, cast off what is mortal
and discard all your dreams.
They all turn to shit in the end
and you wake up in Hell.

Why fear the unknown
when the presents as painful
as being ignored?

Why Have I Been Ignored?

I was fast asleep, dreaming that I was rain
I fell from the clouds just to touch your frame
But you just hid your face beneath your hands

Delirium is soothing me
Just close your eyes and go to sleep

I was holding, on hanging by a thread
Clinging to 3 words you said
But words are meaningless in your absence

This violation’s a victory
Just close your eyes and go to sleep

Delirium is soothing me
I’ll keep your words close to me

This violation’s a victory
Just close your eyes

Go
to
sleep