one lonely success

2 years ago tonight, i was sad, alone and nearly hopeless. my what a difference two years make.

happy 2007, my little snowflakes.

ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED 12/31/2004:

to the literally ten’s of people who visit this site, happy new year. my fancy shirt is ironed and ready to make its debut appearance. the appropriate people have been called. reservations have been made. people are expecting us. all that remains is some fun and debauchary.

and now a look back at 2004…it really sucked. sure i learned a lot about myself and those i love. sure my life took on a new non-existential meaning. sure i find myself more at peace than a year ago. but none of that means that 2004 will be a year that i will look back on with a smile. in fact, 2004 was all about emptiness, loneliness and grieving. now this shouldn’t at all reflect upon the best parts of this year.

you know who you all are….and you know that you made me smile…over and over.

so brothers and sister, won’t you join me in giving 2004 a big “fuck off”.

peace and love in 2005. but especially peace.

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